Saturday, April 4, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
JAMAICA, ME CRAZY!
WHOO HOO!
We are going on an amazing honeymoon! <3 April 1st, we booked a four night, five day stay at Sandals Ocho Rios! God is good!
Now for a night of eating out with the family and Claire - and Pictionary!
*Jamaica, Me Crazy, Jamaica Me Crrraaazzzy*
We are going on an amazing honeymoon! <3 April 1st, we booked a four night, five day stay at Sandals Ocho Rios! God is good!
Now for a night of eating out with the family and Claire - and Pictionary!
*Jamaica, Me Crazy, Jamaica Me Crrraaazzzy*
Monday, March 30, 2009
Financial Aid and Fashion Shows
Gracie's birthday went well. We all went to CiCi's and I decorated the table. I eagerly watched the window for her to come. I met Chip - one of mom's friends that night as well. We all ate and had a good time talking.
(27th) The next day I had my big interview. I'll have to admit- I was a little nervous. This time it was with three employers - Rob Ritz, Angel Randolph, and Angie Travis. They all seemed to want different answers to the same questions. I stumbled through it for forty five minutes and dismissed everyone with a handshake. I thought I did terribly. To my surprise, ten minutes later I got a knock on my door from a blonde lady. "Are you Carrie? Rob would like to see you in his office in half an hour." My heart raced. This could be it. I waited and waited behind my little round table in Jay's office. This would be amazing - free tuition - insurance - money. We'd be set.
Thirty minutes later, I was back in the hot seat.
"Carrie, you've been offered two positions. You interviewed very well, and..."
Whatever he said next is a mystery to me. All I heard was, "You did it! No more Dominos! Everything is going to be fine! YOU HAVE A JOB!" I tried hard to keep from crying.
Rob then took me on a tour around FinAid, asking workers to show me what they were doing. All of them stuttered and blushed their way through a brief explanation. I kept wondering where I would sit.
"So, think it over this weekend and let me know."
I was on cloud nine.
I walked into dad's office after that and said, "Well, your daughter has insurance." He was happy.
When I got back to Jay's office, I texted a few people to tell them the news - but not to tell Casey. Connie cried. Paige was excited. Kurt said Casey was going to be a stay-at-home dad. =)
That night was Gracie's party. Bob dropped me off at the nail place (after parking on the curb) and I greeted Beth, Katie, and Grace. Mom and I talked about the job and she ordered me to get my nails and eyebrows taken care of in celebration. =) It was a hectic night for sure! Casey helped by putting up with all the stresses and getting Dominos. Mom did her best to help them all have fun. We let them play for a while when we returned home. They ransacked my room. Mom ordered a special "HSM 3" cake from Madison Heights, so Casey and I got to make a trip to get it . I didn't mind- I was ready to tell him the news! Dad nugged me before we left and said, "Did you tell him?" It was cute. He was excited for us.We got in the car and he brought up the interview on the way down Candler's Mountain. He said, "Financial Aid gets to hire you now." And I replied, "You mean, they hired." =) He was all smiles for the rest of the ride. We joked about how rich we were going to be. What a happy time! We flirted and joked in the WalMart. Nothing could bring us down at this point. We were on cloud nine.
The rest of the night was full of cheesy songs, Troy Bolton, popcorn, a scavenger hunt for a sleeping bag, and a fashion show conducted by Casey. That part was actually pretty cute. Casey got the boom box on the table and they would walk into the den where we were. "Now, entering the arena...Beth!" =)
(28)The next day was equally fun. We decided to eat a celebratory meal at Olive Garden. We had to wait for a while, so we sat an leaned on each other for a while. Our waitress told us we were "very cute." We ate until we were stuffed and got a desert afterwards. We decided to try a new chocolate cake. Good, but rich. Then Casey and I made a trip to the mall to get me a new wardrobe! Talk about exciting! It was - adorable. I told a lady I was starting a new job - so she helped me a lot. I told her I was either a six or a four -but she came back with size 2's! Automatic self-esteem boost. =) When I came out wearing the first outfit (size 2 pants and a purple shirt w/purple carnagan), Casey's eyes popped and he said, "Get it. Get it. We're getting it." <3 He loved almost everything I tried on. He even picked out a few shirts! I overheard him talking to the lady, "She likes red. And blues. She'll need an undershirt with that one..." He's so adorable. He couldn't keep his hands off me! We finally made it to checkout after he had patiently waited for me to get changed back in my clothes. We eventually had to look at price tags - but that didn't sway us much. We spent 250 dollars! LOL. Casey had even thrown in a set of purple earrings. Wonderful day!
The last few days have been full of gratitude, excitement, and happiness. (And a very awkward visit from Newman).
(April 1) Today was great. I got up - went to the gym - had tea with Alicia (MY NEW FAVORITE!), came back to the house, picked up a little bit, showered, came to work, and here I am. I feel great. I've been in a postive mood all day - probably because of a mixture of tea and exercising. Today, while walking over to North Cafe to get more tea, Rob stopped me. He said he was wrong- I was getting 26,000 instead of 24,000. GOD IS SO GOOD. I did a very poor job of wording this entire post - but hopefully my excitement and happiness and shown through. God just keeps blessing us. Now, we can go on a real honeymoon! We've decided that if we don't win the Groomzilla contest, we will go to Sandals anyway. Afterall, it's our stinkin' honeymoon! We only get one =)
Another cute thing I will want to remember is Casey throwing the softball with Gracie in the yard. Can't wait until that's our kid. =) He's going to be a great dad.
Got to visit mom at LCA. She showed me off. The Middle School principal had pics of me in my wedding dress...aww...
(27th) The next day I had my big interview. I'll have to admit- I was a little nervous. This time it was with three employers - Rob Ritz, Angel Randolph, and Angie Travis. They all seemed to want different answers to the same questions. I stumbled through it for forty five minutes and dismissed everyone with a handshake. I thought I did terribly. To my surprise, ten minutes later I got a knock on my door from a blonde lady. "Are you Carrie? Rob would like to see you in his office in half an hour." My heart raced. This could be it. I waited and waited behind my little round table in Jay's office. This would be amazing - free tuition - insurance - money. We'd be set.
Thirty minutes later, I was back in the hot seat.
"Carrie, you've been offered two positions. You interviewed very well, and..."
Whatever he said next is a mystery to me. All I heard was, "You did it! No more Dominos! Everything is going to be fine! YOU HAVE A JOB!" I tried hard to keep from crying.
Rob then took me on a tour around FinAid, asking workers to show me what they were doing. All of them stuttered and blushed their way through a brief explanation. I kept wondering where I would sit.
"So, think it over this weekend and let me know."
I was on cloud nine.
I walked into dad's office after that and said, "Well, your daughter has insurance." He was happy.
When I got back to Jay's office, I texted a few people to tell them the news - but not to tell Casey. Connie cried. Paige was excited. Kurt said Casey was going to be a stay-at-home dad. =)
That night was Gracie's party. Bob dropped me off at the nail place (after parking on the curb) and I greeted Beth, Katie, and Grace. Mom and I talked about the job and she ordered me to get my nails and eyebrows taken care of in celebration. =) It was a hectic night for sure! Casey helped by putting up with all the stresses and getting Dominos. Mom did her best to help them all have fun. We let them play for a while when we returned home. They ransacked my room. Mom ordered a special "HSM 3" cake from Madison Heights, so Casey and I got to make a trip to get it . I didn't mind- I was ready to tell him the news! Dad nugged me before we left and said, "Did you tell him?" It was cute. He was excited for us.We got in the car and he brought up the interview on the way down Candler's Mountain. He said, "Financial Aid gets to hire you now." And I replied, "You mean, they hired." =) He was all smiles for the rest of the ride. We joked about how rich we were going to be. What a happy time! We flirted and joked in the WalMart. Nothing could bring us down at this point. We were on cloud nine.
The rest of the night was full of cheesy songs, Troy Bolton, popcorn, a scavenger hunt for a sleeping bag, and a fashion show conducted by Casey. That part was actually pretty cute. Casey got the boom box on the table and they would walk into the den where we were. "Now, entering the arena...Beth!" =)
(28)The next day was equally fun. We decided to eat a celebratory meal at Olive Garden. We had to wait for a while, so we sat an leaned on each other for a while. Our waitress told us we were "very cute." We ate until we were stuffed and got a desert afterwards. We decided to try a new chocolate cake. Good, but rich. Then Casey and I made a trip to the mall to get me a new wardrobe! Talk about exciting! It was - adorable. I told a lady I was starting a new job - so she helped me a lot. I told her I was either a six or a four -but she came back with size 2's! Automatic self-esteem boost. =) When I came out wearing the first outfit (size 2 pants and a purple shirt w/purple carnagan), Casey's eyes popped and he said, "Get it. Get it. We're getting it." <3 He loved almost everything I tried on. He even picked out a few shirts! I overheard him talking to the lady, "She likes red. And blues. She'll need an undershirt with that one..." He's so adorable. He couldn't keep his hands off me! We finally made it to checkout after he had patiently waited for me to get changed back in my clothes. We eventually had to look at price tags - but that didn't sway us much. We spent 250 dollars! LOL. Casey had even thrown in a set of purple earrings. Wonderful day!
The last few days have been full of gratitude, excitement, and happiness. (And a very awkward visit from Newman).
(April 1) Today was great. I got up - went to the gym - had tea with Alicia (MY NEW FAVORITE!), came back to the house, picked up a little bit, showered, came to work, and here I am. I feel great. I've been in a postive mood all day - probably because of a mixture of tea and exercising. Today, while walking over to North Cafe to get more tea, Rob stopped me. He said he was wrong- I was getting 26,000 instead of 24,000. GOD IS SO GOOD. I did a very poor job of wording this entire post - but hopefully my excitement and happiness and shown through. God just keeps blessing us. Now, we can go on a real honeymoon! We've decided that if we don't win the Groomzilla contest, we will go to Sandals anyway. Afterall, it's our stinkin' honeymoon! We only get one =)
Another cute thing I will want to remember is Casey throwing the softball with Gracie in the yard. Can't wait until that's our kid. =) He's going to be a great dad.
Got to visit mom at LCA. She showed me off. The Middle School principal had pics of me in my wedding dress...aww...
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Subject : <3
"baby i cant sleep
i tried calling you.. i'm thinking of coming over but am probably not safe to drive.
and i have to work late tomorrow.
dont hang up on me again, and i promise to call back next time... i'm upset."
Waking up to such a heartfelt and desperate message was, for some reason, surprisingly enjoyable. Not because Casey was upset, or because I relish in his misery. I loved it because I felt needed. See, Casey is generally a very independent man. It took months before he dared communicating how he felt to me. He is naturally very closed and secretive about emotion and feelings;
But in this message - this sweet, delicate message - Casey needed me. He was upset and longing to be with me.
And now, he is at Dominos - most likely needing an asprin and a pepsi.
I've decided to start a three day fast tomorrow. I am fasting for a job. I will desperately cry out to God and beg him to grant me a full time job at Liberty. I will thank Him for everything He has provided me and tell Him how much I would appreciate a staff position. I wanted to do a seven day fast but Casey said I should not start out so fast.
Maybe God wants to feel needed just as I did. Perhaps God is expecting a message of desperation. It is about time that I let Him know just how much I need Him.
And Lord, I do need You. And You are All I need.
On a more lighter note, yesterday was Gracie's birthday. Her most favorite day of the year =) I decorated our table at CiCi's and bought a cake to put on it. I think she had a great time - but her real birthday party is tomorrow. Two or three girls are coming over for a HSM party and a trip to get their nails painted. <3
I skipped my first class today, left the second class early, and skipped the third. I was feeling extremely lazy. Afterall, I've only missed one class this entire semester. It was nice. Casey and I got to go to the mall and shop for rings and PAGEANT dresses. (Another one of my fleeting fantasy's....MRS. VIRGINIA!) We ran into Shane at the food court. We listened intently as he rambled on about the signs of pregnancy and what it has been like. For some reason, it just cannot sit in that Anna is having a baby. I pray this won't happen that soon for us.
Gracie is bowling tonight. I'm sure I've already recorded about bowling last week, but if I haven't, it was precious. Casey taught her how to throw it and she thought it would be just like Wii. =) She had a blast. I was proud of Casey, too. In the beginning he was shy at sat at a back table. By the end of the night, he was cheering for the other kids and interacting. =) I won't forget it.
I've been extremely tired lately - and today I was even dizzy. It was as if I had vertigo. I want to say it is because I need more sleep - but I've been getting what I normally do. Perhaps stress?
I want to pray for:
Dr. Croteau (sick)
Ashley (contentment)
Grace (she'l have fun tomorrow)
We were published in the Orlando Sentinel. So funny. =) http://www.orlandosentinel.com/features/lifestyle/orl-livgroom3032609mar26,0,2449159.story
We found out if we win the contest in April. We'll see!
We also met with Mark and Debbie again in their camper. I was so tired - and nervous. But we had cake and everything was great. We sort of decided that if we went to the camp, it wouldn't be until next fall. We'll see what ends up happening. I think at this point, Casey still wants to go more than I do.
Alright - I suppose I should do something useful and pick up the house for tomorrow =)
The Lord - is very Good.
i tried calling you.. i'm thinking of coming over but am probably not safe to drive.
and i have to work late tomorrow.
dont hang up on me again, and i promise to call back next time... i'm upset."
Waking up to such a heartfelt and desperate message was, for some reason, surprisingly enjoyable. Not because Casey was upset, or because I relish in his misery. I loved it because I felt needed. See, Casey is generally a very independent man. It took months before he dared communicating how he felt to me. He is naturally very closed and secretive about emotion and feelings;
But in this message - this sweet, delicate message - Casey needed me. He was upset and longing to be with me.
And now, he is at Dominos - most likely needing an asprin and a pepsi.
I've decided to start a three day fast tomorrow. I am fasting for a job. I will desperately cry out to God and beg him to grant me a full time job at Liberty. I will thank Him for everything He has provided me and tell Him how much I would appreciate a staff position. I wanted to do a seven day fast but Casey said I should not start out so fast.
Maybe God wants to feel needed just as I did. Perhaps God is expecting a message of desperation. It is about time that I let Him know just how much I need Him.
And Lord, I do need You. And You are All I need.
On a more lighter note, yesterday was Gracie's birthday. Her most favorite day of the year =) I decorated our table at CiCi's and bought a cake to put on it. I think she had a great time - but her real birthday party is tomorrow. Two or three girls are coming over for a HSM party and a trip to get their nails painted. <3
I skipped my first class today, left the second class early, and skipped the third. I was feeling extremely lazy. Afterall, I've only missed one class this entire semester. It was nice. Casey and I got to go to the mall and shop for rings and PAGEANT dresses. (Another one of my fleeting fantasy's....MRS. VIRGINIA!) We ran into Shane at the food court. We listened intently as he rambled on about the signs of pregnancy and what it has been like. For some reason, it just cannot sit in that Anna is having a baby. I pray this won't happen that soon for us.
Gracie is bowling tonight. I'm sure I've already recorded about bowling last week, but if I haven't, it was precious. Casey taught her how to throw it and she thought it would be just like Wii. =) She had a blast. I was proud of Casey, too. In the beginning he was shy at sat at a back table. By the end of the night, he was cheering for the other kids and interacting. =) I won't forget it.
I've been extremely tired lately - and today I was even dizzy. It was as if I had vertigo. I want to say it is because I need more sleep - but I've been getting what I normally do. Perhaps stress?
I want to pray for:
Dr. Croteau (sick)
Ashley (contentment)
Grace (she'l have fun tomorrow)
We were published in the Orlando Sentinel. So funny. =) http://www.orlandosentinel.com/features/lifestyle/orl-livgroom3032609mar26,0,2449159.story
We found out if we win the contest in April. We'll see!
We also met with Mark and Debbie again in their camper. I was so tired - and nervous. But we had cake and everything was great. We sort of decided that if we went to the camp, it wouldn't be until next fall. We'll see what ends up happening. I think at this point, Casey still wants to go more than I do.
Alright - I suppose I should do something useful and pick up the house for tomorrow =)
The Lord - is very Good.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Love Shack and Appalachian Trail
I'm attempting to post something before 5:00 today. At the moment it is 4:23 so we will see how much I get in.
Let's see -
March 8th - Bridal Show at Cattle Annies! That was so much fun. I am considering modeling wedding dresses now! Gracie had a great time getting to see everything - she even danced her heart out during the run way show. =) We got a few more things for the wedding - quartet, videographer. I'm so excited.
Spring Break = amazing. Had an awesome and memorable time with GG and GD. We spent the first night on the pourch talking about wedding stuff on our new recliners that they've decided to give me and Casey. One night I scared GD by hiding behind his bed. Glad he didn't take off his pants! Gran Gran and I had a fun time - she made fun of me getting up late =) Gran Gran also ate her first snack wrap from McD's. I recorded GD on my phone saying the blessing. =) I tried on my wedding dress several times for different people. GG and GD took pics - I love it! And I love them. It was a great time. GranDaddy wanted to take the camera to work and show everyone. Once while we were getting into the car to go to Dills, GG told me to get some aluminum foil. Grabbing the first aluminum foil that I saw, I made my way back to the car. GD, from his reclining chair, gave me a funny look. GG goes, "What did you bring the cake for?!" Haha. I guess she just wanted the plain foil. =) The week was filled with me teaching GG how to text, plenty of stops at the McD's, a trip to commerce to listen to Grampa rant about Sue, laughing with GG and GD, late nights watching TV, a trip to Cracker Barrel to see the family, talks of travel with Buck and Emma on the rockers, trying to get Buck to sleep with me, and wedding planning. It was perfect. Gr
GROOMZILLA! Haha...I got an email about a contest so I quickly filled it out and sent it. Turns out that they loved Casey and wanted more pics of him! Long story short, there is now an article about Casey up on the internet and we will know if we won a free honeymoon on April 17th! Can't wait.
March 17 - WE SIGNED THE LEASE! We ate lunch with Miss Tyree and it was done! The Love Shack is ours! I'm so excited.
We have decided that we want to hike the Appalachian Trail. Casey has been camping more and more and pitched the idea to me a few days ago. Yesterday though, the 22nd, I said I wanted to as well and we began thinking seriously about it. How exciting is that?! It will def. be challenging but I'm up for it.
Jobs! I had an interview for Course Editor on Friday the 20th. It went very well. Thank you, Jay! It would be incredible if God gave me this job. It would be SUCH a huge blessing. Whatever your will be, Lord. I have another interview with a few more people on Friday. We'll see what happens! I'll take what I can get. Right now it appears that Casey will be going to school full time and I will be working/school. Interesting, but it works. =)
Tonight we meet with Mark Witt to talk about PA. I really just don't feel good about it, but we'll see.
I thought I had mentioned that I got a new wedding dress in my last post, but apparently I didn't. I'll most certainly remember it! I cried the entire way there. It was hard to tell mom and dad I wanted a new one. They were concerned I wasn't sure about marriage. We went anyway - and it was SO worth it. I tried on several before Cindy brought one out. I didn't think I'd like it, but when I tried it on, I LOVED it. Mom and Dad both loved it as well. It was just...perfect. I have tried it on SO many times since then! =) It's just amazing. Bye bye, gathers!
Things have been great between Casey and I. I love him to death. Counseling has been awesome - it really opens us up and shows us things. I'm really praying we get a job at Liberty - he would be able to quit Dominos. It's been getting more and more frustrating for him, it seems. :/
Gracie's Birthday is soon. Casey and I had a date day yesterday and went to Water Stone, downtown to our spot, and to walmart to get her a sleeping bag =) While we were at Water Stone, we laughed and played the whole time. He blew a fart my way, I made "the face," we argued over who would eat the crust, talked and just had fun. =) When Casey went to the bathroom, he knocked on the door and someone was in there. When he heard that person coming out, he quickly walked over to a corner so the person wouldn't recognize him. Just thought it was cute. =)
I need to start working out again. =) I am going to start very soon. Tonight, I am distracted by Bible 350 and the meeting. But soon.
Ash came up this weekend while the boys were hiking. We had so much fun! We went to Roankoke and ate a very filling Mexican dinner, and then we were off to David's to "get my dress altered." Her jaw dropped and eyes popped when I told the consultant, "Yes, we're here for a five thirty bridesmaid fitting...." =) It was awesome. The lady altering my dress told me she wants a video of the reception. (I was a little hyper).
Tonight Bob gets home from Claire's. Feels like he's down there every weekend now.
Let's see -
March 8th - Bridal Show at Cattle Annies! That was so much fun. I am considering modeling wedding dresses now! Gracie had a great time getting to see everything - she even danced her heart out during the run way show. =) We got a few more things for the wedding - quartet, videographer. I'm so excited.
Spring Break = amazing. Had an awesome and memorable time with GG and GD. We spent the first night on the pourch talking about wedding stuff on our new recliners that they've decided to give me and Casey. One night I scared GD by hiding behind his bed. Glad he didn't take off his pants! Gran Gran and I had a fun time - she made fun of me getting up late =) Gran Gran also ate her first snack wrap from McD's. I recorded GD on my phone saying the blessing. =) I tried on my wedding dress several times for different people. GG and GD took pics - I love it! And I love them. It was a great time. GranDaddy wanted to take the camera to work and show everyone. Once while we were getting into the car to go to Dills, GG told me to get some aluminum foil. Grabbing the first aluminum foil that I saw, I made my way back to the car. GD, from his reclining chair, gave me a funny look. GG goes, "What did you bring the cake for?!" Haha. I guess she just wanted the plain foil. =) The week was filled with me teaching GG how to text, plenty of stops at the McD's, a trip to commerce to listen to Grampa rant about Sue, laughing with GG and GD, late nights watching TV, a trip to Cracker Barrel to see the family, talks of travel with Buck and Emma on the rockers, trying to get Buck to sleep with me, and wedding planning. It was perfect. Gr
GROOMZILLA! Haha...I got an email about a contest so I quickly filled it out and sent it. Turns out that they loved Casey and wanted more pics of him! Long story short, there is now an article about Casey up on the internet and we will know if we won a free honeymoon on April 17th! Can't wait.
March 17 - WE SIGNED THE LEASE! We ate lunch with Miss Tyree and it was done! The Love Shack is ours! I'm so excited.
We have decided that we want to hike the Appalachian Trail. Casey has been camping more and more and pitched the idea to me a few days ago. Yesterday though, the 22nd, I said I wanted to as well and we began thinking seriously about it. How exciting is that?! It will def. be challenging but I'm up for it.
Jobs! I had an interview for Course Editor on Friday the 20th. It went very well. Thank you, Jay! It would be incredible if God gave me this job. It would be SUCH a huge blessing. Whatever your will be, Lord. I have another interview with a few more people on Friday. We'll see what happens! I'll take what I can get. Right now it appears that Casey will be going to school full time and I will be working/school. Interesting, but it works. =)
Tonight we meet with Mark Witt to talk about PA. I really just don't feel good about it, but we'll see.
I thought I had mentioned that I got a new wedding dress in my last post, but apparently I didn't. I'll most certainly remember it! I cried the entire way there. It was hard to tell mom and dad I wanted a new one. They were concerned I wasn't sure about marriage. We went anyway - and it was SO worth it. I tried on several before Cindy brought one out. I didn't think I'd like it, but when I tried it on, I LOVED it. Mom and Dad both loved it as well. It was just...perfect. I have tried it on SO many times since then! =) It's just amazing. Bye bye, gathers!
Things have been great between Casey and I. I love him to death. Counseling has been awesome - it really opens us up and shows us things. I'm really praying we get a job at Liberty - he would be able to quit Dominos. It's been getting more and more frustrating for him, it seems. :/
Gracie's Birthday is soon. Casey and I had a date day yesterday and went to Water Stone, downtown to our spot, and to walmart to get her a sleeping bag =) While we were at Water Stone, we laughed and played the whole time. He blew a fart my way, I made "the face," we argued over who would eat the crust, talked and just had fun. =) When Casey went to the bathroom, he knocked on the door and someone was in there. When he heard that person coming out, he quickly walked over to a corner so the person wouldn't recognize him. Just thought it was cute. =)
I need to start working out again. =) I am going to start very soon. Tonight, I am distracted by Bible 350 and the meeting. But soon.
Ash came up this weekend while the boys were hiking. We had so much fun! We went to Roankoke and ate a very filling Mexican dinner, and then we were off to David's to "get my dress altered." Her jaw dropped and eyes popped when I told the consultant, "Yes, we're here for a five thirty bridesmaid fitting...." =) It was awesome. The lady altering my dress told me she wants a video of the reception. (I was a little hyper).
Tonight Bob gets home from Claire's. Feels like he's down there every weekend now.
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Up in the Air
Visit to Richmond.
We took a "surprise" visit to Richmond. His mom expected it. We drove there and then crept up on the back porch. Viv wasn't impressed. Put on a show for Family. I played the bongos. Ate bad food. Saw the Neal's! Very fun. Woke the girls up in the bedroom upstairs. Talked about wedding stuff. Drove back.
That Weekend.
Claire was at the house. She made Bobby cupcakes. I told everyone I wanted a new wedding dress. Claire, Bob and I went to David's that night. I tried on a few, and so did Claire. She looked great in the beachy one. I decided i liked the mermaid style. Crazy. Tried to eat at Olive Garden. Thirty minute wait. Never mind! Ate somewhere else instead. Got appetizers and one horrible waitress. Left two napkin notes complaining. It was funny! Felt bad about it later though. Went to church then to David's with mom and dad. Cried the whole way there. Had a good time shopping though - found the perfect one. =) I love it. Casey will too. <3 Feel much better.
Bob's Bday.
Bought a cake. Football 19! Went to work. Went to mall with Casey. Had fun! He got me a surprise. A pumice stone! Bob told me he asked for a heart shaped one. I love him. Went to Walmart. Got decorations and gifts. Gracie picked out HSM card that sang. Tried to talk her out of it. Gave in. Was excited for dinner! Got to Logan's. Decorated table. Blew up balloons with Grace. Everyone else came. Not Casey - he was working. I missed him. Bob wasn't surprised! But he liked it. =) Gave him his gifts. He liked those too. He thought his cake was funny. Good night!
This Weekend.
Drove to PA. Had a fight in the car. Casey slept. Got there. Felt weird. Left. Came back second time. Casey carried me across the mud. People were nice. We ate dinner. Tacos. Got a tour of the camp. Gorgeous. And muddy. Casey went into the barn and was near horses for the first time. We were both scared. Blackjack bit everyone. Saw Seven Springs. Beautiful. Campers arrived. We felt weird. Hung in barn and learned archery from Jimmy. Still felt weird. Dinner. Service was good. Went to group meetting. I became a counselor. Did a devo with individual campers. Became "The Lost Boys." Didn't sleep much. Woke up. Went to prayer meeting. Did go-carts and horses. Casey was cute. Couldn't stop smiling. Horses were scary. We got Blackjack. Had evening service. Got to talk to staff. Met with Mark and Deb for three hours. Had a two hour conversation about words with The Lost Boys. Oil or Oil? Left. Unsure about whether we want to be there. Good place though. Drive back was fun. Cold. We were tired. Spent 16 dollars at gas station. Oops. Ran into snow near Lynchburg. Slid around. Car wouldn't stop when we tried to pull into Liberty Village. Parked in a ditch. Walked to the house in the snow. Our first kiss in a lot of snow like that.
SNOW DAY 3/3/09
Woke up. Hoped I didn't miss Gracie in the snow. I didn't =) Got dressed and went out there. Hoped Casey would come. Built half of an igloo and sled with Mom and Gracie. It was fun! Casey came out there with Bob. Made a ramp. Gracie's shoe came off. I rescued her. Her shoe came off again. Dang it. I took her inside. Ate lunch. Attempted to make igloo again. Failed. Spend the rest of the day inside with Sugar. Casey broke sleds. It's ok though.
Tuesday.
Casey's car was broken into. No more GPS. Met Ryan for study time at Tilly. Made a good grade on exam. Hopefully. Had good dinner mom made. Missed Casey. Dad asked me the best part of my day. I said the exam. I need a haircut.
Today.
Woke up. Tired. Wanted to sleep in. Got up. Got Buck out of the shower to get my hair tie. Went to starbucks. Was almost late. Casey called and asked if I wanted a chicken biscuit. I said no. Did our counseling homework with Casey. Got our favorite drink with the card I gave Bob. Casey gave me a biscuit. I was glad! Went to counseling. Was almost late. Chuck and Jo talked about section one and two. We opened up a lot. Talked about Casey not doing things and me nagging. Sock basket stays! I love Casey. I told him I wanted us to do what Chuck and Jo do. Chuck mentioned a job in Oklahoma. Good but far away. Been working today. Saw Bob. Glad he has a job now. Praise the Lord. Buck got in to UVA program. Awesome! Called for haircut. Going tonight.
Yep. Been good. Just stressed about what to do with ourselves. Trying to get Casey finished with school. So many possibilities. I'm really enjoying counseling. Even our Sunday School class is getting better. Casey spoke out and it was good. He talked about making changes when you see what you need to do better.
Snow day was awesome. Gracie loved it. =)
Tonight Gracie sings at church. Should be sweet.
Life is all up in the air, but God is faithful.
We took a "surprise" visit to Richmond. His mom expected it. We drove there and then crept up on the back porch. Viv wasn't impressed. Put on a show for Family. I played the bongos. Ate bad food. Saw the Neal's! Very fun. Woke the girls up in the bedroom upstairs. Talked about wedding stuff. Drove back.
That Weekend.
Claire was at the house. She made Bobby cupcakes. I told everyone I wanted a new wedding dress. Claire, Bob and I went to David's that night. I tried on a few, and so did Claire. She looked great in the beachy one. I decided i liked the mermaid style. Crazy. Tried to eat at Olive Garden. Thirty minute wait. Never mind! Ate somewhere else instead. Got appetizers and one horrible waitress. Left two napkin notes complaining. It was funny! Felt bad about it later though. Went to church then to David's with mom and dad. Cried the whole way there. Had a good time shopping though - found the perfect one. =) I love it. Casey will too. <3 Feel much better.
Bob's Bday.
Bought a cake. Football 19! Went to work. Went to mall with Casey. Had fun! He got me a surprise. A pumice stone! Bob told me he asked for a heart shaped one. I love him. Went to Walmart. Got decorations and gifts. Gracie picked out HSM card that sang. Tried to talk her out of it. Gave in. Was excited for dinner! Got to Logan's. Decorated table. Blew up balloons with Grace. Everyone else came. Not Casey - he was working. I missed him. Bob wasn't surprised! But he liked it. =) Gave him his gifts. He liked those too. He thought his cake was funny. Good night!
This Weekend.
Drove to PA. Had a fight in the car. Casey slept. Got there. Felt weird. Left. Came back second time. Casey carried me across the mud. People were nice. We ate dinner. Tacos. Got a tour of the camp. Gorgeous. And muddy. Casey went into the barn and was near horses for the first time. We were both scared. Blackjack bit everyone. Saw Seven Springs. Beautiful. Campers arrived. We felt weird. Hung in barn and learned archery from Jimmy. Still felt weird. Dinner. Service was good. Went to group meetting. I became a counselor. Did a devo with individual campers. Became "The Lost Boys." Didn't sleep much. Woke up. Went to prayer meeting. Did go-carts and horses. Casey was cute. Couldn't stop smiling. Horses were scary. We got Blackjack. Had evening service. Got to talk to staff. Met with Mark and Deb for three hours. Had a two hour conversation about words with The Lost Boys. Oil or Oil? Left. Unsure about whether we want to be there. Good place though. Drive back was fun. Cold. We were tired. Spent 16 dollars at gas station. Oops. Ran into snow near Lynchburg. Slid around. Car wouldn't stop when we tried to pull into Liberty Village. Parked in a ditch. Walked to the house in the snow. Our first kiss in a lot of snow like that.
SNOW DAY 3/3/09
Woke up. Hoped I didn't miss Gracie in the snow. I didn't =) Got dressed and went out there. Hoped Casey would come. Built half of an igloo and sled with Mom and Gracie. It was fun! Casey came out there with Bob. Made a ramp. Gracie's shoe came off. I rescued her. Her shoe came off again. Dang it. I took her inside. Ate lunch. Attempted to make igloo again. Failed. Spend the rest of the day inside with Sugar. Casey broke sleds. It's ok though.
Tuesday.
Casey's car was broken into. No more GPS. Met Ryan for study time at Tilly. Made a good grade on exam. Hopefully. Had good dinner mom made. Missed Casey. Dad asked me the best part of my day. I said the exam. I need a haircut.
Today.
Woke up. Tired. Wanted to sleep in. Got up. Got Buck out of the shower to get my hair tie. Went to starbucks. Was almost late. Casey called and asked if I wanted a chicken biscuit. I said no. Did our counseling homework with Casey. Got our favorite drink with the card I gave Bob. Casey gave me a biscuit. I was glad! Went to counseling. Was almost late. Chuck and Jo talked about section one and two. We opened up a lot. Talked about Casey not doing things and me nagging. Sock basket stays! I love Casey. I told him I wanted us to do what Chuck and Jo do. Chuck mentioned a job in Oklahoma. Good but far away. Been working today. Saw Bob. Glad he has a job now. Praise the Lord. Buck got in to UVA program. Awesome! Called for haircut. Going tonight.
Yep. Been good. Just stressed about what to do with ourselves. Trying to get Casey finished with school. So many possibilities. I'm really enjoying counseling. Even our Sunday School class is getting better. Casey spoke out and it was good. He talked about making changes when you see what you need to do better.
Snow day was awesome. Gracie loved it. =)
Tonight Gracie sings at church. Should be sweet.
Life is all up in the air, but God is faithful.
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
My Greatest Enemy is Myself
When I started making this blog, my goal was to be able to look back at my life and see all the negative vices that have attempted to throw me off. By doing so, I would remember God's faithfulness. Instead, I write today not about exterior circumstances that have plotted against me from the outside, but of interior and more deadly.
So often I can look at the world from a perspective of me as the white knight on a horse, and the world as all the tree trunks that get in my way. In reality, it is quite the opposite. So often I find that my greatest enemy is myself. My sins, my faults, my shortcomings. My temper, my selfishness. The list could go on and on. Most certainly, the very last thing I should be worried of is what the world throws my way! Indeed, I should be far more concerned with the toxic waste that is my heart and mind. I'm reminded of these verses:
Jeremiah 17:9, "The heart is deceitful above all things."
Romans 17:8, "For I know that no good dwells in me, my flesh.."
Eph. 2:3 "We were children of wrath by nature"
Our greatest enemy is the sin that lies within us. Not the devil, not other people, and most certainly not exterior circumstances. It is a battle we should be well equipped for and ready to fight every waking hour.
The quote my blog was named after says, "He who has a why to live can bear most any how." My reason for living is to glorify God. Can God really accomplish my purpose through the "how" that is my sin?
The very best we can do is desperately pray for God's mercy, redemption, and healing.
I will be doing that much today.
So often I can look at the world from a perspective of me as the white knight on a horse, and the world as all the tree trunks that get in my way. In reality, it is quite the opposite. So often I find that my greatest enemy is myself. My sins, my faults, my shortcomings. My temper, my selfishness. The list could go on and on. Most certainly, the very last thing I should be worried of is what the world throws my way! Indeed, I should be far more concerned with the toxic waste that is my heart and mind. I'm reminded of these verses:
Jeremiah 17:9, "The heart is deceitful above all things."
Romans 17:8, "For I know that no good dwells in me, my flesh.."
Eph. 2:3 "We were children of wrath by nature"
Our greatest enemy is the sin that lies within us. Not the devil, not other people, and most certainly not exterior circumstances. It is a battle we should be well equipped for and ready to fight every waking hour.
The quote my blog was named after says, "He who has a why to live can bear most any how." My reason for living is to glorify God. Can God really accomplish my purpose through the "how" that is my sin?
The very best we can do is desperately pray for God's mercy, redemption, and healing.
I will be doing that much today.
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